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About palinor

Dream Weaver and Mischief Maker

A Good Life

It was a blizzard. Driving over Elk Mountain in Wyoming. Almost zero visibility,white knuckling the steering wheel. Asking myself in that moment how the hell did I get myself into this situation? Oh yes . . him A spontaneous thought … Continue reading

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Frustration sets in. The pain that I feel is alleviated somewhat by the heating pad but not much. I want to get up and do things, be active, go outside but then the cramps hit again and I’m flat on … Continue reading

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Wanderlust

I feel the pull to the open road. I’m supposed to be living in San Diego until May. I can do 4 months somewhere solid right? Incredible house, good friends, all the sunshine I could ever ask for. I get … Continue reading

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Dreams enveloped me last night. I awoke with a kitten draped around my neck and soft light filtering through the window. peace

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There’s so much space in my mind right now. I keep stopping myself and reminding myself to breathe and that it’s going to be alright. And then I think about that thought and wonder what exactly is going to be … Continue reading

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Magic

There’s so much to say about my time with this human who became so special to me. I know that I will never be the same again. I need to hold these memories close and write more when my mind … Continue reading

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Drive

Driving calms me. There is a creature inside me that wants to fly, to be free. Going for drive satiates that need most of the time. I drove from Arcata to the Oregon border and back. I stopped at Crissy … Continue reading

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It is a challenge when you withdraw so far into your shell. I can see it happening. I know that even though you tell me that you are alright you’re in a battle that I cannot even begin to comprehend. … Continue reading

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